phwee, fop was fun! (what's phwee?)

both delirious? and don moen was great, but for some reason, there's a difference in atmosphere frm last yr. i think it was lyk last yr, ccc was able to rah the crowd well, so everybody was v engaged. delirious? has great music, but for some reason the ppl not rly connecting with the music and the worship ldr. and don moen shud hav started with god is good instead of ended. tt would hav got the audience going.

ok today i hav a bit of time to myself, so im going to blog a bit more.

this wk was bz. stevie quay is nuts. first he gives a chung cheng prelim and say tt its due before nat day, so evrybody rush. then friday he give a new paper, say its due monday and chung cheng due after nat day hol. so today rush the phys paper like mad.

cut my hair today. stupid barber dunno what "long" means. he thinks tt "long" is anth word for "really short". feel like an airhead.


hav been thinking abt cell alot the past 2 wks. i wonder whats in store. somehow i seem to feel tt one stage is passing, and we're entering the new stage. new changes, with new ppl, new leader. but still, this cell has a place in my heart as the place tt changed me and moulded me, and supported me, pushing me forward and nearer to God. i want to do the same for the other cell members. this is what fellowship and cell is for.

i feel sad tt now tt almost all tts on my mind is sch and exams. granted, o-lvl is coming, but sometimes i rmb the promises i made, and how its slipping away slowly, and for tt im sad. it seems like exams r destroying who i am and who i want to be. i feel lyk i've changed so much in the past yrs, and i feel tt all tts been done in me for 4 yrs is being reversed. stress, i guess. on the bright side, there's onli 3 more mths. which is also the down side, cos it makes me even more stressed.