ok, im abt to compose a happy post cos JAYNA said tt my "blog like-very depressing". the happy post begins.


ok there we go! a happy post!

today service was POWERFUL! ps ben chew was awesome! i was especially touched when he was sharing abt how he was a stone-hearted, quiet, introverted person. tts how i described myself to daniel a few days ago. the thing was tt, he said tt with the anointing of the Holy Spirit, he was empowered, and made an ordinary vessel extraordinary. tts what i want for myself, to be used by God to do His will. i can't do it on my own, but with God's power within me, i can't do nth!

cell was different frm usual, but during cell, i could rly feel the power of God flowing thru the rm, thru each of us. we had a short worship, then spent a solid half-hour praying for the irregulars and backsliders in our cell. hopefully, we can see them coming back. for me, its heavy upon my heart to see ppl coming for cell and svc.

isaac oso shared abt how he wanted to multiply our cell by mid-nxt yr! to do so, we need to bring the irregulars back and invite our frens to come. i think tts a great vision and direction for our cell, but what i'm more concerned with is taking the ppl alr here, and helping them grow deeper. i think tt even if all the irregulars started coming frm nxt wk onwards, we're still not ready. if i were to think abt it as a tree, our cell has wide branches, but our roots only penetrate the surface, barely going deep enuf for support. numerically, we're strong, but i think we need to grow deeper in the Word and in our relationship with God. some of the 'ancients', those who have been here 1 or 2 yrs, seem to be stagnating in their spiritual gwt (only my personal opinion, may not be true, does not apply to all). i am encouraged by a few hu r desperate for God, and whom i've seen grown alot since last yr and since the beginning of the yr, or even the recent mths.

to all cellbies: come down nxt wk for cell, and be prepared for a "worship experience"! zheng xin and i will be leading worship and he'll be sharing, so bring ur frens and other cell members down! keep them and us in prayer, and be ready for a touch frm God! keep watching this blog for more info on nxt wk's cell.